i knew from day one

I knew from day one, from the moment it began, that he would never be mine. I knew that he and I were impossible. But my heart never understood the language of my mind. It flew toward him and got lost somewhere. And it remains so stubborn that it continues to fly deeper into this unending maze

skwepid heart, skwepid brain

 

Sometimes the affirmations we give to other people are actually the words our own heart needs to hear the most.

We write them for someone else, but end up reading them over and over just to heal ourselves. 

Arrrghhhhh, i should love myself more, skwepid brainnnn.

you have nothing to lose

A strange peace settled over me.

The things I used to cry about..didn't grip me the same way anymore.

Doors opened that I had stopped knocking on.

The moment I stopped chasing the dunya for healing, and ran back to the One who controls it all.

 Nak cepat-cepat jumpa muni

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Delulu is Solulu

Balik kampung kali ini embah sudah tiada lagi untuk dimandikan, disalinkan baju dan ditukar pampers. Semoga embah saya bersama golongan orang-orang yang solehah. Tiqah sayang embah❤️

 Just a liiiiiiiiiiitttle and smallllllllllll part of my heart want somebody ask me am I okay ?