Monday 9 September 2019




Wallahi, I miss this girl veryyyyy much :'(

Semenjak muni pergi, I really pray hard to Allah to give me a chance to meet her even in my dream. That will be enough.  I have been waiting for two years and last night Allah answered my dua'.

Semenjak dua tahun yang lepas saya tunggu, tetapi muni masih belum hadir dalam mimpi. Saya rasa saya tak cukup baik. Tak cukup baik untuk jumpa orang yang baik.

Kelmarin juga sebelum saya mimpi berjumpa dengan muni, saya terserempak dengan seseorang . Seseorang yang menjadi rahsia saya dengan muni. Rahsia dan perasaan yang sudah lama saya lepaskan pergi bersama perginya muni. I remembered how exciting Muni when I tell her about this person and again we really pray hard for this secret back to our school time :)

Dan malam tadi Muni datang. At our old school, our hostel, our room. I can see her smile again. She hold my hand and talk to me. I can't remember any single thing that we talk about. Just because  I was to excited to see her as I know it is just a dream and she is not longer with me, with us in this dunya.

I wote this with my tears rolling down  my cheeks. Whoever read this, please make dua' for my lovely muni and dua' for me :')

Muni, Tiqah nak jumpa sangat. Jumpa nanti. Kita jumpa di negeri yang abadi.